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09.10.04 (3:51 am)   [edit]

 

i'm back from shooting at teluk intan. exhausted, sunburn, and [b]PIMPLE[/b]. it's huge and juicy and it's under my lips. the only difference between me and siti nurhaliza is, she has a black one and mine is red. hai.. mentang-mentanglah aku dapat jerawat setahun sekali, satu faculty asek tegur jerawat aku nih. dan-dan sekarang aku rajin pakai bedak sejuk.

i never had a beca-ride my whole life. leave alone watching the menara condong infront of my eyes. nasib baik the short film is about pembawa beca. kalau tak, sampai mati aku tak merasa beca agaknya. nama je orang melayu. thanks to the five production team. i had a bloody great time. to be honest, i can actually count how many times i've been to perak. perlis? none. kelantan? none. terengganu? once. penang? once. tu pun masa darjah empat. despite the fact that i'm now 20, i realize there's still so much of malaysia that i haven't discover. probably because most of my relatives are around muar, kesang, kluang, segamat, endau, jb, singapore, johor, johor, and more johor. or maybe i'm just lazy to stretch out my feet.

this week has been the most hectic. so many assignments and so little money. sometimes i wish i have more time and more money. sometimes worrying about it makes me cry. it's not that ummi refused to give me money. infact, she'll be mad if she knows that i'm broke and i'm keeping it to myself. the thing is, i hate depending on her and asking her for money. i hate that feeling. sorry people, but i believe money is almost everything. almost happiness. i think if i have lots of money, i can make lots of people happy. people that i care about. believe it or not, i went to perak with only rm12 in my pocket! and for 3 days! gile siot.

a few days ago i sent my 'januari' music video for the [i]cyberjaya digital video competition[/i]. don't care much about winning. i just wanna be part of the competition. i think that's what matter most.

tomorrow's gonna be a special special day. me and ezry have been together for over a year. and seems that nowadays we didn't get to spend much time with each other (he's busy with his theater stuff too), we've planned to celebrate our anniversary. i've made reservation at victoria station and booked two tickets for international screening. sounds corny? who cares. he's a freak for international movies and i'm crazy about steaks. PLUS, that's all my savings can afford. hahahah. (psst, he doesn't know about this.) actually, it's nothing compared to how he has gone through shits with me and his willingness to accept my flaws.

this supposed-to-be-the-best cyber cafe is getting sucker day by day. damn slow the server. i didn't get to update my friendster, myspace, reply my e-mails, and yet i have to pay the same price. TAK ADIL. *sigh* malam ni kena ikut prof. razak punye movie premiere. malasnye~

 
| | ya Allah, merdekakanlah kita. | |
09.02.04 (5:06 am)   [edit]


aiiiii... so long no blog. first and foremost, SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA!

but are we really that merdeka? merdeka in what way?

read the newspaper yesterday. or today. or tomorrow. you'll get what i mean. a few days ago i had my very own public speaking. i talked about rape and abuse against women. i even distributed the white ribbons around. doing research on it was torturing. every new discovery was a painful one.

but sure, not as painful as the victims.

omg, i'm so emotional, i think i'm gonna work for the [b]wao[/b] when i'm old. [b]women's aid organisation[/b]. still, selamat hari merdeka. and selamat menonton filem [b]puteri gunung ledang[/b]. *sigh* terpaksalah aku tunggu sampai panggung dah reda, baru aku boleh pegi tengok and do my review on it.

within a month, i've lost unbelievably 6 kgs. from a phat and happy 53 kg, i'm now hectic and miserable 47 kg. i've been spending so much time infront of the computer, i think i'm beginning to be a hunchback with thick glasses.

script, script, script. baru je hantar 2 scripts kat tv3. entah apelah cerita dia nanti.

tomorrow i'm going to perak for shooting. a melodrama short film. 3 days and 2 nights. no, i'm not a crew this time. a talent. hahahah. saja tukar selera.. cari alasan nak jalan-jalan. desperate for a cheap vacation.

just now abang jan confessed something. he's tired of the industry and he's thinking of quitting. (and i was like: [i]biar betul abang jan nih[/i]) he's tired of pretenders, who call themselves his friends only when they need his help. i know this industry is full of hypocrites. not all of them. but yes, most of them. at certain times, under certain circumstances, maybe i am too.

but i hope i won't grow to that extend.