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| 08.22.04 (4:48 am) [edit] |
okay. maybe i should be more accepting. more open. more considerate. more realistic. but should i be so [u]realistic[/u]? i think i think too much. i think i'm controlling him. i think i'm a little bit demanding. i think i'm changing him. and i think he'll agree with me.
BUT. every girl, in some way, has their own secret wish. their own fairytale. it could be something as simple as "going for a dinner at holiday inn wearing a dress from reject shop" to something extreme like "accidently meet this wonderful guy in irc and he turns out to be a prince". ey.. don't lie to yourself lah.
then again, a wish doesn't HAVE to come true. does it?
i don't call these people silly. infact, i'm one of them. and i don't call myself silly either. i respect girls who dare to wish their wishes. to put their hearts on the railway. to just close their eyes and fly. despite the despair, the disappointment and the hopelessness that's all around them. i see nothing wrong in wanting to marry a prince.
kenapa ya? akhir-akhir ni ramai kawan aku yang ada relationship problem. [i]macam-macam ada.[/i] tengah musim ribut agaknya. tapi alang kan ribut pun boleh surut...
being in a relationship, has taught me how to accept my other half's imperfectness. and how to make my imperfectness acceptable for him. sometimes, it appears to be the hardest part in our relationship. but i love him, and i know how people say "love alone is not enough", but i think we'll be okay.
i think i think too much.
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| | | the piggy story. | | |
| 08.17.04 (4:31 am) [edit] |
[i]IPOH, 17 Ogos (Bernama) -- Lalu lintas terhenti apabila sebuah lori dengan muatan 98 ekor babi terbalik kira-kira dua kilometer dari Plaza Tol Ipoh Selatan, menuju ke Kuala Lumpur. Kemalangan di KM285.5 Lebuhraya Utara Selatan itu, tidak jauh dari Estet Simpang Pulai, menyebabkan kesesakan lalu lintas apabila babi-babi dari lori berkenaan berlari lintang pukang di atas lebuh raya. Beberapa ekor babi tersepit di bawah lori, ada yang cedera dan selebihnya berkeliaran. Ketika wartawan ini menghantar berita, seekor babi tumbang di tengah jalan dan beberapa ekor yang lain mengelilingi dan menjilat luka pada badan babi yang rebah itu.[/i]
see. even pigs love each other. human on the other hand, could even rape their own flesh and blood. yet people say: "sial punya bapak. makan anak sendiri. perangai macam babi." how's that?
one of my lecturers, datin noraini once said: "awak perasan tak betapa [u]taboo-nya perkataan BABI[/u] tu?" i totally agreed with her. especially for the malays. yes, binatang tu haram untuk kita makan dan pegang. but it is still an animal. why couldn't we say the word 'babi'? referring babi to someone, is of course lah not nice. but to just say the word??
even parents will give a negative reaction when their children mention 'babi'. sebut 'anjing' boleh pulak. padahal haram jugak. take this situation at a zoo: "mak.. binatang apa tu, mak? macam babi je?" and the mommy goes "ish! apa cakap macam tu!" budak tu terus terdiam.
oneday, when i was at this gift shop, i saw a group of malays yang tak nak sentuh pun patung-patung babi on the rack. they were like "eeeeee...!!" astaghfirullahalazim. for god's sake, it's just a porcelain lah.
another case, [i]clarks[/i] punya pig-skin shoes. uiiiiii... orang melayu kalau jumpa kasut tu kat kedai, seboleh-bolehnya nak berdiri 1 kilometer jauh.
strange but true.
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| | | sorry but your tummy won't sell. | | |
| 08.15.04 (4:37 am) [edit] |
[u]akademi fantasia 2[/u]: i don't understand how on earth [b]adam[/b] could ended up in the 3rd place. or even in the top 7. seriously. all because he's cute? come on lah wei. he should be a dancer. NOT a singer. he was born to dance. everybody can see that. ok, maybe he's voice is not THAT bad. but it is sooo average. setakat sengau-sengau yusry kru tu, alah.. ramai orang ada. nyanyi rap pun tengok lyric. nyanyi lagu [i]smooth criminal[/i] pun entah apa yang di pronounce-nya. what the industry really need is someone versatile. and why not mr. [b]bob[/b]? because he's too phat?? keputusan malam tadi dah membuktikan pemikiran tipikal orang malaysia. what a waste. where can u find someone like bob? who can do ethnic, hip-hop, ballad, and god-knows-what-else?? if you've seen how the ugly kurt nielsen won the [b]world idol[/b], u should know what i mean.
 
well.. this IS the reality of reality tv. and 100% audience's sms? unbelievable. nevertheless, AF 2 is much much better than the previous batch. THAT i can't deny. thank god the talented [b]zahid[/b] and [b]linda[/b] got their part. [b]farah[/b] and [b]kaer[/b] are just as brilliant too.
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| | | being a depressed tomato. | | |
| 08.12.04 (2:40 am) [edit] |
yes. tomato. as in tomato-man the cartoon. round and fragile. why? because i just had a haircut.. AGAIN. now i look bulat and tembam and younger. maybe jugak aku dah addicted dengan saloon kat sungei wang tu. hoho. tak padan dengan miskin.
despite the fact that i have bloody tons of assignments, makin menjadi-jadi pulak aku mengikuti filem-filem dan teater-teater terbaru. (alasan: they're all education) anyway, [u]new york minute[/u] must be the best olsen's movie after [b]two of a kind.[/b] embarassing as it sounds, sebenarnya dari zaman full house sampailah dah besar panjang ni, aku masih kemaruk dengan depa. tapi malu nak admit. orang suka halle berry, aku suka mary-kate and ashley.
[u]beautiful boxer[/u] was superb. i'm a big fan of true-stories. so bila keluar je cerita ni, i didn't wait any longer. thailand's film industry has been very productive. just like india. eventhough tak banyak yang meletup, tapi bila ada satu yang meletup, dia meletup betul. i wonder bila malaysia nak buat film yang based on true story. aku rasa film macam ni lebih 'dekat' dengan audience. why not we explore before imagine? tengok [b]bukak api[/b] by [b]osman ali[/b]. a true story about the community of lorong haji taib. THAT, opened my eyes and made me go WOW.
takeshi kaneshiro punya pasal, aku pi tengok [u]the house of flying daggers.[/u] especially when the director was [b]zhang yi mou[/b]. best. memang best. tapi storyline dia susah nak paham. i'm not sure if the plot tak tersusun atau tak balance? nevertheless, dia punya fighting scenes and effects were beautiful. call me bangang because i haven't watched [b]crouching tiger, hidden dragon.[/b] belum ada kesempatan. to be honest, i'm actually a little bit skeptical about films with big-big title.
did i mention that i watch teater [u]demi zaitun[/u], karya [b]datuk noordin hassan[/b]? man, was the rm10 ticket worth it! beautifully unique. my favourite one so far. hai, takkanlah nak suruh orang lama turun padang baru boleh buat teater yang syiok? orang muda mana? (sebenarnya aku pun takleh cakap banyak sebab aku pun tak pandai buat) and baru-baru ni, i followed the [u]selangor theatre fest[/u]. ada teater from uia, mmu, ukm, uitm, etc. this year lagi meriah sebab open to independent clubs also. even better, there were 5 english entries. johan? [b]the art stage club[/b] from [b]uitm[/b]. hehe. congratulations, fwens. the day they performed [b]tinggi-tinggi si matahari[/b], auditorium packed macam tuna mayonaisse. sampai ada yang duduk atas lantai.
last week, [u]yasmin ahmad[/u], the director of [b]rabun[/b] and [b]sepet[/b] and advertisments like [b]'janda beranak tujuh'[/b], came to my faculty and gave a speech about "putting script into pictures". at the end of the show, i was the only one who had a question to ask. as a reward (macam kelakar pulak bunyinya), she gave me a poster and invited me to sepet's special screening on the next day. SADLY, i didn't go. siang tu kelas packed. malam tu the art stage club performed. my bf was apart of the team. *sigh* satu pengorbanan yang sungguhlah besar because i went to the festival instead of the limited-audience screening. don't get me wrong. i didn't support him alone. but uitm as a whole. alhamdulillah menang.
adoi~ got 10 pages more to go for my script editing assignment. need a break. tonight going to petaling street with nazila and shukor. lotsa catching-up to do. and this time, aku takkan melepaskan kasut adidas itu. hahahah.
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