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| | | the psychology of a new haircut. | | |
| 07.10.04 (11:06 pm) [edit] |
i went to sungei wang a few days ago. maklumlah loan dah masuk. my girlfriends joli sakan. me joli too. tapi taklah sakan. sungei wang was too big and i was too confused to pick anything. somehow i spent a few hundreds. hmm... *wondering*
i had a haircut at this saloon where i did rebonding long time ago. anyway, zaman rambut lurus dah berlalu. straight sleeky hair was just something that i wanted to experience atleast once in a lifetime. <---mangsa pengaruh iklan pantene. definitely not something that i want to live with. after the haircut, i thought my new look was kinda nice. but the next day when i woke up, i saw a posh spice in the mirror. hahahah. but with purple highlight at front. saja gatal.>
a new haircut always make me feel better. like a brand new person.. when i'm really not. maybe it's just a psychology thing. (dr.nazila, please define this.) i realize i cut my hair everytime i have lots of things bothering my mind. not when i need to, and not when i'm bored of my old look. the moment my hair was chopped off and fell down onto the floor.. i felt part of the burden got off my head. patheticly, not for long.
i noticed i'm having more white hair than before.
that night i went to istana budaya to watch [b]bangsawan tun fatimah.[/b] dapat seat tepi. benci betul. tapi dapat tengok JEHAN MISKIN. o, that hair and that goatee.. ahhh.... *air liur meleleh*
[i]"memandangkan jehan miskin dan fasha sandha adalah muka-muka baru dalam industri teater, rasanya kepincangan dalam lakonan mereka itu bolehlah dimaafkan. actually ismahalil hamzah is also a newcomer, but he did a pretty good job. i think the biggest flaw in tun fatimah was the sound and music. ketahuan bahawa muzik adalah salah satu unsur wajib dalam bangsawan, sepatutnya ia diberi lebih perhatian. malah dialog juga kadang-kala tidak jelas. the storyline and the ending was strong, though. mungkin kerana saya menonton pada malam pertama pementasan, jadi adatlah kalau ada sedikit kekurangan. not bad at all."[/i]
punyalah malas aku nak blogging, aku copy and paste je comment yang aku dah add dalam website kakiseni.
by the way, aku dah pecahkan record sendiri! i've watched 2 films in 1 week! LOL. [b]mean girls[/b] + [b]prince & me[/b]. back to the high-school-movies sebab spiderman asek sold out je.. last-last aku tengok dvd kat rumah. hari ni rasa macam nak pegi subang parade lah pulak. it's the best place when i feel like walking alone.
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| | | and 2 months have passed. | | |
| 07.05.04 (12:52 am) [edit] |
terpukul
terhempas
lelah ditimpa badai
musik angin kian sendu
marah, meratap pilu
semalam pantai curang
semalam pantai cela
hingga pasir merajuk terbang
hilang di langit hitam.
kini
malam akan selamanya pekat
bintang akan selamanya kusam
pepohon tertunduk bodoh
dedaun tercarik lerai
ombak setia menanti
tetapi pantai
cuma pemimpi yang naif
pencinta yang tidak sempurna
coba memahami arti beda
antara dirinya dan ombak.
hari ini pantai rabak
hari ini pantai rindu
semuanya karna kamu.
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| | | hanif is not the one. | | |
| 07.03.04 (3:02 am) [edit] |
[i]KUALA LUMPUR: The High Court has freed [b]Hanif Basree Abdul Rahman[/b] from the charge of murdering [b]Noritta Samsudin[/b].[/i]
-The Star
[i]He, however, reserved his most profound gratitude for his wife of 10 years, Noraidah Mohamed, who "stood by me even after my affair came to light".
"I hope she gives me a second and last chance to prove myself as a faithful husband and dedicated father." That statement caused Noraidah and his mother, Che Norkiah Che Mahari, 64, to break down. There were teary eyes among the scores of relatives, too, who were present.[/i]
-New Strait Times
told u he'll be free. i have the feeling that it wasn't him. i think he did love noritta. there's an unknown male dna, still waiting to be identified. i wonder what's taking them so long. dna hanif tu cepat aje diaorang kesan. the unknown dna probably belongs to someone 'big'.. and some police is probably covering for him. this IS the real world. pak guard yang "tak ingat apa-apa" and housemates noritta yang "mata kabur sebab mabuk" pun macam mencurigakan. i heard how people said noritta was a bitch, cari nahas, family nak solve the case, tapi terbukak aib sendiri.. hey, whatever she did in the past was HER business, and mistakes didn't make us any less human. she deserves justice.
 
last night i watched [b]ghazal party queen[/b]. it was quite good. eventhough the starting was a bit boring.. all the unnecessary dialogues. it told the story of pak teh nan, a famous ghazal party queen in his early days. zaman dulu-dulu, time orang kawin, mesti ada kenduri ghazal. dalam kenduri tu, diadakan pertandingan ratu betis, where men dressed up like women. they danced to entertain the newlyweds and guests. dari situ aku dah dapat tangkap yang teater ni ada kaitan dengan golongan 'lembut'.
at the end of the show, i got the feeling that the writer, (who was also the main cast) by his script, was trying to tell the audience that mak nyah has their own reason for being mak nyah. they know that it's wrong, but they do it for living, not for fun. personally, when i look at this golongan, i feel pity for them. if only people will help instead of teasing. if only they're stronger and not so 'lost' about their own identity.
dah lama aku tak tengok wayang. the last was [b]harry potter[/b]. duit dalam purse aku dah tinggal seploh ringgit je. (cukup ke nak bayar cc nih??) takpelah.. dengar cerita, loan dah masuk. plus, ada junior nak beli camera aku. 700 cash. yay!
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| | | planet hollywood no-no. | | |
| 07.02.04 (1:48 am) [edit] |
last tuesday night, my friends and i went to starhill. nak pegi planet lah kononnya. semangat nih! 3 keta dipenuhi oleh manusia yang bermake-up tebal dan berlawa bagai nak rak. saja je nak chill out awal-awal semester ni.. sementara assignment belum membukit. sebenarnya inilah nasib kita orang, student FSP kat shah alam. orang lain syok-syok akhir semester. tapi we all, awal semester ni jelah ada masa nak have fun sikit. after this, kita orang dah takde life. pagi, petang, siang, malam ada class, ada meeting. weekends shooting sampai subuh. tu belum masuk assignment and research yang kena hantar on time. makan maggi 1 bungkus kongsi lapan orang. tido tak cukup sampai mata naik lebam. mak bapak bising sebab lama tak balik umah. apa je yang ada kat shah alam ni kalau bukan keje, keje, dan keje? cinema pun takde tau tak? takkan everyday nak main bowling? nak lepak tasik? silap haribulan, kalau dah takde hiburan sangat, aku terjun je dalam tasik tu.
anyway, as expected, we arrived at starhill early. kita orang intai-intailah dalam planet tu.. [i]aik, takde orang pun? sebab weekdays ke??[/i] al-maklumlah, tak pernah pegi tempat macam ni on weekdays. so, untuk tidak menampakkan jakun, kita orang lepak la kat luar dulu. kebetulan opposite planet ada 7-11. apalagi, perut dah bunyi, we bought some snacks to munch (sibuk make-up punya pasal, tak sempat nak dinner). 1am sharp, we all decided to masuk. baru kitaorang nak step in, suddenly one of the planet people said: [i]sorry, miss. we are closed. due to some technical problem.[/i] sume member aku yang ke-malu-an dah melarikan diri. [i]err, what kind of technical problem?[/i] aku pegi tanya macam aku ni technician pulak. [i]electrical problem, actually. one of the lights.. might cause electric short to the whole place. we're sorry.[/i] though my face was burning of embarassment, but i still managed to maintain that fake-concern-look. [i]oh, it's okay. thank you.[/i] ntah apasal aku cakap thank you, aku pun tak tau.
my guy-friends dah start tergelak. me and my girl-friends monyok.. mati akal, not knowing where else to go. i felt so stupid to just stand there, scratching my head, while the planet people were closing down the door. atlast, after much of discussion and consideration, we all went to karaoke instead! perh~ tak pernah aku pegi karaoke 12 orang! sume nak tunjuk skill. medium room pun rasa macam small room. kira not bad lah.. to 'release' my frustration that night, i sang [b]akan ku tunggu[/b] by [b]candy[/b]. hahahah. orang layan lagu mariah carey, aku pulak pakai skirt, nyanyi lagu rock sampai sakit tekak.
tonight i'm going to jalan ampang to watch [b]ghazal party queen[/b]. nooo, it's not a party. (ingat keje aku beronggeng-rokiah je ke??) it's a theatre. i have to watch it and write a review on it. my lecturer for subject [b]kritikan teater[/b] is so lentik and lembut!! he may look like a ustad but he is very the gentle. huhu. sorry, [b]en. abi[/b]. that's not a kutukan or compliment. it's an honest critic. ;)
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