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| || curik nana punye. || |
| 04.25.04 (2:25 pm) [edit] |
1. Single or taken?
taken.
2. Describe your feelings right now in one word?
backpain.
3. What's the first thing you do when you wake
up?
"alhamdulillah"
4. What's the last thing you do before you go to bed?
read some mags, perhaps plucking my guitar, fooling
around with the laptop, listen to the latest cd i
bought, berangan a little bit, korek telinga...
5. Something about you that you're proud of:
i've gone through shits and i'm still standing here. on
my own two feet.
6. Are you in love?
yes.
7. What's your mobile number?
hoh. u don't expect me to put it out in public, do u?
8. Are you happy?
that's too general. yeah. kind of.
9. Why?
i'm very much blessed.
10. What is the most important material object you
posess?
guitar, handphone, camera, journal, laptop, bantal
busuk, my pretty pink box, my sea shells collection..
aiyah, i posess all my stuff lah. i'll go crazy if people
take them OR touch them without asking.
11. Do you have a crush on someone?
oh yes. and he's not my bf. hahahah.
12. How do you feel about life right now?
okay. i'm grateful for every single thing that
Allah has given me.
13. Where do you think u'll be in 10 yrs time?
helping the local talents, the new ones, especially, to
develop. make music videos and things like that. be
a trendsetter in the film industry. insyaAllah.
14. If ur bf/gf cheated on u, would u forgive them?
i don't forgive people easily. but then again, i don't
get pissed off easily either. well, it all comes down to
the real situation AND the explaination given.
tengoklah macam mane.
15. Long term or short term relationships?
no comment.
16. Do you think long distance relationships work for u?
hell, no.
17. Do you have any medical problems?
anemia and a few other things.
18. Are u an emotional person?
sometimes. and i suck big time when i do.
19. Are u in love?
yes! wait, didn't i answer this question before??
great, now u make me look jiwang. shit la u.
20. If u had one last breath to say something to
someone u love what would u say?
i love u..?
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| || cerita di batu tiga. || |
| 04.20.04 (12:06 pm) [edit] |
today nazila and raden came over. nazila was promoting some skincare stuff and this lingerie which made my bod looked sooo nice but cost about rm2000. *gulp* gosh~ we ARE 20, aren't we? and in 20 years time, i might be going to lily's house with nieza, selling the china silk that i bought from beijing with my husband. hahahah. :lol: talk about being 'makciks'..!
i didn't go online at all last weekends. i spent most of my time with ezry, a.jan, aswad, ziela, farasha, zig, yan, and apek. nobody was at home. i just missed my 'shah alam clan' so much. (nasi goreng paprik + telur dadar @ shah alam = TERBAIK!!) lepas ni ingat nak lepak dengan nana. bile ek? :wink: oh, to PAZIL and INA, happy 20th birthday. i love u both.
i've been having this HUGE migrain since yesterday and it sucks.
two days before, i was at the batu tiga komuter station, all alone, at 1am, waiting for ezry to pick me up. there was a tukang sapu, a man, who was eyeing on me, with this kind of look on his face. i began to think that he was a serial rapist, a sex maniac, a killer or something. i just kept on watching him doing his work. :oops: then i realised how good he was. i mean, really GOOD. he made sure every inch of the station was clean. he even cabut the small-small rumput that tumbuh beside the small parit. i began to grow sympathy for the man. suddenly, with a very perlahan voice, he asked: "cik, tunggu kawan ke?" quite startled, i answered: "ha'ah, tunggu kawan." he looked around the station and replied: "boleh saya tutup lampu sekarang? tapi saya bukak 2 lampu untuk cik." and he smiled. i was speechless. god knows how 'helpful' that was to me. "err.. boleh! boleh! terima kasih ya!" i think i looked 'too glad' at that time. this man was poor, yet kindhearted. and i thought he was an animal.
maybe i should stop being 'prejudice' towards EVERYONE. :roll:
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| || biar ku mulakan dari sini. || |
| 04.19.04 (6:06 am) [edit] |
i was born without an 'organ' and i was only 16 when the doctor 'declared' me as 'abnormal for the rest of my life'.
i survived that.
i was 17, just finished my highschool, when a bunch of bad guys tied me up, kicked me, pointed a gun straight to my head, and took away all my belongings.
i survived that.
i just entered the university, had no close friends, away from my family, and my first love left me for someone else.
i survived that.
a friend whom i trusted, whom i did almost everything with, stole my rm8000 property, and my parents refused to talk to me.
i survived that.
somene i called 'brother', someone that i turned to for help and advice, backstabbed me and spreaded awful rumours about me.
i survived that.
i wrote my first short-film script and put 101% effort on it, but ended up losing the competition.
i survived that.
even after my big lost, people still talked behind my back and some of them even hated me.
i survived that.
this time, i will survive too.
i know i will.
even if i got the lowest pointer ever, even if i failed to fulfill people's expectations, even if i had to face humiliations.
u can say they're no big deal.
u can say whatever u want to say.
but u will NEVER understand how it feels like to be me,
to go through all these things,
and still wake up every morning with a smile.
maybe i seem to be weak,
but i stand on my own two feet.
i will reach out for my dreams no matter what it takes.
i may fall again and again,
but i will rise every single time.
i believe Allah made everything for a reason.
i believe He loves me.
amin.
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| || seorang puteri. || |
| 04.19.04 (2:23 am) [edit] |
kolam matanya yang tenang
menyemarak nyanyiannya
diriku dipapah asyik
akan sopan-santun beralun, dialah
bulan di dada langit budaya
cahayanya bertandang
menghilangkan murung
gemalai irama bangsa.
telah kita telan
berbagai modenisasi
usahlah dijemput sejarah jika
masih ada yang mengabdikan
tampil sisip
kelembutan seorang puteri
dengan nyanyian yang
membadai rasa
mendamai jiwa
setiap pencinta.
-ismail mohamad
kuala lumpur.
* found this in utusan and loved it straight away. tell me what u think! :P
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| || gue bingung deh. || |
| 04.10.04 (3:33 pm) [edit] |
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i'm worried sick about my final exam's results. i cannot tido and i'm getting a stomache. thank god the FAB 5 show saved my day. I JUST LOVE THE GAY BOYS!! (plus: america's next top model) it seems that lately saturdays have been my favourite day. still, i'm worried sick about my final exam's results. :?
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| || happy banget. || |
| 04.09.04 (4:09 pm) [edit] |
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just now my buncit sms me. he said he was packing. he said he's coming back tomorrow. he said he missed me. and i am very the gumbira. muahahaha. :D
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| || tujuh faktor penuaan. || |
| 04.09.04 (3:22 am) [edit] |
1) lately i'm crazy about the song 'close to you' by THE CARPENTERS.
2) i never miss the late night show with DAVID LETTERMAN and latte @ 8.
3) i'm not so eager about the 'short and cute' hairstyle like i used to. infact, i make sure my hair atleast touch my shoulder cause "i wanna keep it long and LADYLIKE."
4) i gave away my body-hugging tees. i'm more into the besar-besar ones and with FLORAL prints.
5) i don't wear my sneakers that often now. most of the time i wear sandals or HIGH HEELS.
6) like i said before, i can keep thousands of secrets and still keep my mouth SHUT.
7) i can't remember the last time i date someone who's at the same age as me.
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| || membeli-belah. || |
| 04.08.04 (5:20 am) [edit] |
today i did some shopping. just a few barang keperluan. but i can't help buying a baju too. mum warned me not to buy baju anymore because my almari is getting sooo LOADED sampai susah nak tutup. *sigh* tapi aku hanya seorang insan biasa yang mempunyai kelemahan.. :lol:
dua tiga hari ni, when i got nothing to do, i rajin korek balik my old cds and cassettes. and i'm going crazy all over again about.. urmm.. the carpenters, elvis presley, meredith brooks, vonda shepard, coco lee (?!!) and kru. yes, KRU.
guess i'm just the kind of person who could fall in love again and again.. like i said, aku hanya insan biasa. HAHAHAH. poyo nak mampus. :wink:
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| || dengar bisik hati mu. || |
| 04.06.04 (4:46 am) [edit] |
dengar bisik hati mu.
kerna hati tidak mampu membohong.
kejar semua mimpi mu.
kerna mimpi bermula segalanya.
orang bisa mengkritik.
orang bisa mengeji.
orang bisa berkata apa saja.
tapi cuma kamu,
cuma kamu yang bisa membuat diri kamu bahagia.
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| || rambut baru. || |
| 04.06.04 (3:44 am) [edit] |
hari ni teman nieza gi curl rambut. hah, ambik kau. dah macam rupe anak negro! :lol: tapi takpe, comel macam nieza versi belum baligh. hehe. punye la sangap aku tunggu dia berjam-jam.. last-last aku pulak yang potong rambut!!
last nite my buncit bagi sms. die kata tak sure lagi bile die boleh turun sini to see me.
KEPALA HOTAK DIE. :cry:
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| [ dulu dan sekarang. ] |
| 04.05.04 (2:37 pm) [edit] |
today i've come to realize.
the biggest difference between the sekolah menengah me and the soon-to-be-20 me, is.. now, i'm much better at keeping secrets. as a matter of fact, i'm GOOD in keeping them.
and i'm proud of that. 8)
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| [ couldn't agree more. ] |
| 04.04.04 (1:28 am) [edit] |
A GIRLY-GIRL.
You don't have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like you're too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because you're not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..
What kind of girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| [ hello again. ] |
| 04.03.04 (7:38 am) [edit] |
the internet is sihat now. but i have to use my laptop. i hate the pendek-pendek buttons. *oops* i really shouldn't say that. wany, be grateful for what u have lah, dol.
next weekends i'm gonna sleepover at selayang with ziela, farasha, nor and kak fara. rindu my roommates gile babi! my buncit is coming down too. which is the best part, actually. :wink:
now that i'm sooo bored at home, i'm thinking of doing an independent music video. haven't choose the song, though. :roll: creep by radiohead, maybe?
* to farasha and zig: SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!
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